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now here I am, a virile, masculine male in my desire and oh well, it is a long story and a very, very true so be patient!
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I still begged and Alice consoled me and said: "Oh darling, I like and love you more out of rough boy's clothes. Can't you see that it will be better with us for all time now? Can't you see this, my pretty one? Really, for what you gain my dear, your punishment is mild indeed. You will now be free to do the things which you have craved to do for years and you can look at catalogs and ladies' magazines all the time and in the open and not in secret. In fact, part of your training will be to study ladies' magazines and recite from them and to cut out the pictures along with your embroidery work and all. Oh, you silly goose, you will love your new life"!
I stammered to them: "Well, why, er, all this t-t-training now? I will soon be 17 and it is not so long until 21 and so why so much training for this length of time?" Miss Cora replied: "My dear, I know of males who never liked and loved feminine garments as you do and who had to wear them and learned to love them and preferred to remain in them! So in your case, since you already love them, I know you will wish to stay dressed as a girl and later on as a woman! I yelled: "Oh no, no, please - no! Alice spoke to me: "Dear, I will like my married life with you better as my husband in petticoats". I was stunned!
Miss Cora looked at Alice and said softly: "Alice, all will work out as we want it to you see, I know! replied: "Yes, Miss Cora, I know too!"
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I was brought to my feet and Miss Cora took me in my dres- ses in her large, strong arms and she hugged me tightly and so help me, her eyes were moist and she kissed me full on the lips and next on my blushing cheeks and she said in a voice full of deep emotion: "I always wanted a girl, and now I have one! She took me to Alice and said to her: "Alice dear, give him his new name!"